|Dieing from the inside out...
||[May. 13th, 2006|02:03 pm]
well im glad I have a job, except it is really really really lonley out there in paw paw, I see meghan, and lennon/lindsey, every once and awhile... IM making money now atleast... I think its funny how libbi tryed to talk down to me about working at felpuasch...when she works and Mcdonalds, o wow so much better... I work with nice ppl, and actually get hours, and dont have my managers degrading me and just fuckin letting it happen... I like how libbi likes to put little things in her LJ, jut to turn that dagger, thats stuck in my heart, but whatever...I hope she's happy, I hope she can move on, and I hope that one day we can actually talk. but I dont know... It seems like I've lost all the frds I had that are remotely linked to her, maybe I never really had them in the first place. All i know is lennon's the only guy frd I ever talk to anymore, and I barely talk to him, he's a busy man now-a-days. I've been writting ALOT of songs, and singing ALOT to myself. My new room is in the basement, and I spend alot of my freetime, writting song and burning nagchampa. Its a little different being so independant, but I dont mind, I find was to kill loneliness(sp). Things will get better, meghan is getting her car, so we can see each other more, and we both have money, so we'll be fine... My Mom really likes her, Steve too, and dont know about my dad... All I know is my life is completely flipped upside down... But it will all make sense some day...|
Ya havent lost me as a friend. Stay cool dude.
Well, you forgot to put that I saw you too!
I love you, and don't let her get to you... all you have to do is delete her from your LJ... it really is that simple sweetie.
I love you so much, and I am so glad we stayed friends. By the way, Seamus says HEY and "If you guys party don't get hurt" HAHA
PS Your dad can't like her more than me cause I scream louder.
Boo... long time no talk.. gimmie a call sometime or somethin
I'm pissed now.
No one said you had to read my journal, did they?
I'm not going to leave things out or censor myself just in the off chance that you might get online and read it.
I'm living my life the way I want to, and if you don't like that, fuck you.
I'm done, we're over, get over it.
2006-05-18 12:10 pm (UTC)
Re: If it fucking hurts you, don't read it
And no one said you had to read his either man...
hey, long time... i haventbeen on here in forever, well i see you are out in paw paw, where at?im out there all the time... matter of fact i have to go out there tommorow... umm later...Jess