|LIBBI COME ON
||[Mar. 20th, 2006|01:06 am]
|||||wanting my libbibear||]|
|||||GONE WITH THE SIN- HIM||]|
libbi, if I ever, ever, ever hear you say anything about you not being good enough, Im gunna have to show you how good you really are. lol. Baby, you have nothing to worry about. And I do mean nothing, You wanna know why I love you, maybe I have to let it out before you let it out.*long sigh* I may be right about some things and wrong about others just stick with me.
Olivia Anna Murray, I love everything about you, the way you bite you lip, or make that face when you concentrate, the way you look at me when I do something you like, or how you melt in my arms when I kiss you. I love the fact that your so smart all the way around, you know alot about alot of things, and I love it becuase hopefully one day you can teach me, some of them. I think its adorable when you say I love you, and tell me how cute I am, or tell me when I look hot, or do something that hot. I love the way you get so cuddley, and say "mine, all mine." I love the way you act like schools so hard when you can just float through it, and how you act like such a slacker sometimes just to look cool, its so cute. Now I may be wrong about that, but it sure seems to me like you do your homework and stuff and get pretty damn good grades. I love how you can make me feel so special by saying the littlest thing like, "Im proud of you." You light up my world darling, I thought I knew what love was, I was wrong. I didnt know intell I kissed you the first time, I mean really kissed. Its was like everything I have every been threw was finally worth it, like I dont care what happens now I can die I happy man. You lit my would up like the forth of july. I love the way you dance, you like euro-girl, its so cute. I love every kiss, every nussel, every pur, every smile, every wink, everytime we hold hands. We are going to be the old couple you see walking down the street holding hands. As much as that scares me, you think your the only one that it scares your worng. I still want it more than anything. what do we have to be scared of...huh should we be scared to actually be happy, I don think so, we need to let go, and injoy life. It has to be a two-way thing, lets just let go... All it will take is communication, how about this, if you promise to even when you dont feel like talking sometimes to talk about your feels and get them out, I will easyly drop any trust issues. I think its only fair... I want you to talk my fuckin ear off, lol. We use to talk all night, what happened, we use to stay up all night talking about nothing, today I didnt talk to you for more than an hour. I mean think about it if you would just tell me all about your day, or something. I just get scared like something changed, and you can't talk to me anymore. It just needs to happen, when I ask you "Are you sure, tell me" you wonder why I ask so many times, b/c sometimes after asking you a couple times you tell me, either that or you say "Nothing, Im fine..." Baby, Im not stupid sometimes I can just tell when somethings wrong, and other times Im just fussin'. If you dont like something I do, tell me Ill stop.
HOW COULD YOU EVER DOUBT MY LOVE FOR YOU, I DONT KNOW... BUT IF YOU EVER CATCH YOURSELF DOING IT AGIAN JUST THINK, CAPTIVO COME, EVERY SONG I EVER THOUGHT OF WRITTING, I WROTE FOR YOU... AND IF YOU WANT TO HEAR WHY I LOVE YOU JUST ASK BABE, ILL LET YOU KNOW GLADLY.
I would give anything to give libbi the strength to open up to me, Im scared she wont be able to do it... I know my baby, I know she loves me with all her heart, but to hear her open up would be so fuckin great. I have faith tho, like I said I know her, and if she loves me like she says she does, she can do it. I now she can do it, it weither she will or not. thats what Im waiting for. I mean all I really want is her to randomly tell me something SUPER sapy, so I feel all wanted and loved(warm and fussy inside.) Like a sapy letter, or a sapy post(somthing like the begining of this post,) but to hear her actually say it that would blow me away, I would melt into a huge dannnt puddle. lol. She's a doll tho, one of these days, I pray it will happen, and it will knock my sox off. One day. Well im tired sleep time, I wish I could go lay down and have libbi there, she would turn over to face me, slide her leg between mine, and nussel her away intell she got comfortable, that would be HEAVEN. I want my libbibear. POUT, NIGHT EVERYONE, Sleep is GOOD, Sleep is GREAT, I pray tonight, to not die before I WAKE...