||[May. 27th, 2006|03:40 am]
Its meghan's birthday tomorrow, she's spending the night qt my moms new house (and gets to sleep with me)... Im so ecited... My mom really like her and so does Steve...Its amazing how much I luv her already...Libbi is so fucked up, and fucking psycho(ok lets delete all the music off his laptop but HIM, and put 7 songs at the begining that she kneww would make me think of her) ... she still has her ways to drive the dagger deeper... I love how she acts like everything is ok, like it does kill her inside, like she doesnt miss me, she is a great actress, class act. She never seizes to amaze me. Never... She's still playing the same old games, I can no longer love her, the libbi I loved is lost... Forever... And I think thats what hurts the most...The fact that she made that last mistake, that slip me apart...She knows... I wish it could have worked but it wont and its time to face it... I hope one day we can be happy... Intell that I will live lif to the fullest, and love the same...And keep giving 110%... To show you that I can do it... I wont stop... One day I will be thanking you for feuling the fire...That all your doing...so keep playing your ridiculas games... I thought you where so much more...Every person diserves a legacy... Few earn it...